His Helper - Shorts 1-4

Part 1
Finn
Living as a recluse in the middle of nowhere comes with challenges.
Dating is nearly impossible.
Add in a healthy dose of social anxiety and desires most women frown upon, and I'm left with one option- Message the special "Helper" I found on an online forum to fulfill my needs- for a price.
Ignoring the fact he's a man and I've never done anything like this before, I'm excited to take a leap into the unknown... consequences be damned. Part 2
Beckett
Finn is unlike any client I've helped before.
I can't get him out of my head...Not when I'm at my day job, not at dinner with my boyfriend, not when I'm helping other clients- he's always there, under my skin.
I don't know how this happened or what I need to do to make it stop.
He's a distraction I can't afford, and there's only one way to fix this.
Don't. Part 3
Finn
When Beckett decides he wants to see where things go between us, who am I to say no?
We're spending a weekend together at my cabin, and I'm a nervous wreck.
What if he changes his mind?
What if this ends in heartbreak?
I've never felt like this with anyone before, and I don't know what to do if he breaks things off again. Part 4
Beckett
How do you have a relationship with one man when you're already in one with another? Walter has been my ride-or-die since college. Breaking his heart is last on my list, but there's Finn, and I can't let him go. Finn is my future, and for once in my life, I'm selfishly taking what I want, guilt be damned. Caution: Contains spicy m/m adult content for ages 18+.