Thistle & Shamrock

Have you ever tried to relive you past, to revolve your life around what you'd experienced once before? Your youth; was it ever so important to you that you destroy the person you are today to take a lasting grasp on what simply must die?I have lived and experienced the worst of life's destructions living in this false hope, living a lie, provoking delusional sicknesses...The "now" has never really been that relevant, always living outside one's self and always emotionally a step behind.Passions so intense and deeply destroying what surrounds because "environmental circumstances" are a force that simply forces love to be a thing of the past.Not even pain of loss is felt until the most inappropriate of times.And so, this is me...Alone, lost, and so very passionately growing... My Irish Life